Reverb10 #4!

And now, my reverb10 entry for today. Short and sweet, cause I honestly didn't love this prompt.

December 4th: Wonder. How did you cultivate a sense of wonder in your life this year?

I wondered ALOT of things this year. Mostly how I was going to make it thought the whole ordeal. From snow in January to finally going on anti-anxiety medication because of my drug addled apartment in February to moving in August, it was stressful all around and I felt many times that I was just going to lose my mind before it was all over and done. But that's not really cultivating a sense of wonder. That was life. I think life is confusing and wondrous enough as it is- it doesn't need any help if you're actually paying attention.

Now I wonder how I'm going to find a job that doesn't make me want to cry at the thought of going to it every day, how we're going to afford my grad school when the time comes, and wondering how I'm ever going to get back to horse back riding.